I had feared that this would happen, and now it did. I really have no intention to ask for an intimate conversation, rather trying my best to show otherwise. I regret that I wrote the first private post; I desire a positive relationship with you much more than intimate conversations. You seldom believe in me though, and this has happened more than once. I apologize if I gave you such an impression last week; in order to prove myself, I will not speak of intimate conversations anymore from now on. I want you to know that I really love you and care about you; I called you so often not because I want intimate conversations but because I really miss you. I am rarely privileged with the comfort that you believe in me in this issue.